Stuck in the US

Ok, after much whining and pestering, my Grandpa C. will NOT let me come home at the moment, for whatever reason. Needless to say, I'm confused. Nor is this the first time I suspect something's going on, and I am to be kept in the dark about it. Either way, I'm not happy here. There's a reason why I don't live here with my Dad. He obviously resents me. It's painful for him to even look at me. This is not fair to me, nor is it fair to him. I reiterated this to my Grandpa, and he said I just need to wait it out. Well, I'm bored as all hell, because I don't get taken outside (this happens to pariahs, you know) and I decided to start a blog. This seemed like fun at the time, but I find it's more work than I expected. Additionally, I feel very tired and have a headache of sorts, which I attribute to both the construction of the blog, as well as not being able to eat right since I've contracted some sort of stomach malady (which sucks because I've just gotten off my ng-tube, and don't want to have another one inserted). I just want to go home to my grandparents. I miss them like all hell.